Attention Seeker
Time: 107am
Date: 29th April 2006
I hate the feeling of being alone... the feeling that I will only like, when it is either raining... or when i really need to be left alone, to think... but ... not like now... I dunno... i am writing this blog ... out of plain boredom... i know i do have the net to keep me company... but ...seeing people online, yet they are either too busy to talk to you, or they cant be bothered... that feeling suck... well coz u are so near yet so far....
Yes there is always music... but... music "speaks" to me... i mean... if i hear music that means alot to me... it is worst... there is the tv... it is on now... but ... nothing seeems to attract my attention... i get bored very fast!! geesh...this is really boring me out!!! geeesh....
I think ... i need more attention then i thought I need... this is really bad... I havent realised that... i need to be the center of attention... i dunno why... but i cry for one... hmmmm Is it suppose to be healthy? Is it suppose to be, natural? gosh... i have no idea....
Attention!! I will need to find something to suppress this... it is not healthy!! gosh.... but .... i .... sigh... i will conquer it .... i must understand... everyone has their own life... nothing revolves around me ...but me... I am ... me, myself and I... so ... i will give myself attention,.. give myself...things to do... give myself this and that... at times of need... i can only rely on myself...
it is .... more reliable... it is more... me... closer to me....
Date: 29th April 2006
I hate the feeling of being alone... the feeling that I will only like, when it is either raining... or when i really need to be left alone, to think... but ... not like now... I dunno... i am writing this blog ... out of plain boredom... i know i do have the net to keep me company... but ...seeing people online, yet they are either too busy to talk to you, or they cant be bothered... that feeling suck... well coz u are so near yet so far....
Yes there is always music... but... music "speaks" to me... i mean... if i hear music that means alot to me... it is worst... there is the tv... it is on now... but ... nothing seeems to attract my attention... i get bored very fast!! geesh...this is really boring me out!!! geeesh....
I think ... i need more attention then i thought I need... this is really bad... I havent realised that... i need to be the center of attention... i dunno why... but i cry for one... hmmmm Is it suppose to be healthy? Is it suppose to be, natural? gosh... i have no idea....
Attention!! I will need to find something to suppress this... it is not healthy!! gosh.... but .... i .... sigh... i will conquer it .... i must understand... everyone has their own life... nothing revolves around me ...but me... I am ... me, myself and I... so ... i will give myself attention,.. give myself...things to do... give myself this and that... at times of need... i can only rely on myself...
it is .... more reliable... it is more... me... closer to me....
posted by jace at 10:04 AM
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