Clueless

Time: 1257am
date: 04th April 2006

There are times ... i feel insecure...
There are times ... i feel lost...
There are times ... i feel hopeless...
There are times ... i feel insignificant...
well those are the times...
Times like these sure happen...it is just a matter of how often...

Work...for one thing suck when your board members do not co-operate with you...
Or when they cant be bothered to reply you...
OR mayb they are TOO busy to REPLY you...
sigh...

Well...seriously it is like living hell when he is gone and work suck and gym...well suck too...
there are times like that too ...trust me... there are...n it just suck...
i just need a goood bear hug... and a gentle whisper of " it is gona be alright..."
simple...

Now... he is same... back for a week... n off he goes....
sigh.... sad ??? well... not really.... happy??? doh.... i am just... i dont know....
mixed up ....

Yes yes ... there are times whereby i just curse and swear...saying how come i cannot spend more time with him? when he is around,... my sucking time at work just make me miss him more...n think that work suck and a total waste of time...shites.... when he aint around ... well i need not say much....

I have no idea where this blog is going and what is the point of this entry...
all i noe is... i just pen what i am thinking....

i simply...

need a hug....
need attention...
need love...
need care....
need the touch...
need kisses....

need them everydae...
the more the merrier....

but ... of coz... there is nothing such as happily ever after....

is there?
hmmmmm