This is how much...
Time : 943pm
Date: 21st May 2006
Once again, my heart is so heartbroken. It was left shattered at the same dreadful place, the departure hall. I really really feel the pieces, slowly disintergrate into thin air, as seconds clicked nearer and nearer to depature hall.
It has been a week and a half, since he came back from UK. Everyday, for the week and a half, we had met, in one way or another, I have became very attached to him. After being used to it, for so many days, the departure, made me lost. When he stepped away from my arms, I feel the sharp piercing pain... I can feel it so bad, he is so near yet to far.
Outside, there is this 2 guys leaving, and this kid, I guessed somehow or another, related to them, cried, bad. I heard the cries, I controlled mine, which were threatening to unleash. Then, i turned, I saw a family, 2 sons, the dad and the mom, the dad is leaving, and from behind the departure hall glass, the eldest son, age bout, 9 or 10, weeped silently. The younger brother, keep providing tissue. I cant control anymore, I turned away from the departure hall, even thout he is still in sight from behind the counter.
I know, I will get a tear streaked face if i looked on more, and his parents are there. It wont be a beautiful sight. On the way home, I was very very quiet, 3/4 of the trip, I feel ... lost... I just dont have the mood at all to talk. It is like, the entire me had died, the lights out there, by the road, looked so dim, the greens in the trees and bushes, all looked grey to me. It may sound exaggerating, but i am not. I am not writing tales or novel, I am just writing about... me...
Reaching home, turning on the computer, 1st thing i do, clicked onto his blog, o, new entry. Written from the airport, me being a cry baby, as usual, yes yes, I stormed. Like now, I am in my room, cuddling at a corner writing this entry...
I miss you so much.... nothing ... n i mean nothing can describe how much I miss you...And no amount of chocolate can make me feel happy... no amount...
Date: 21st May 2006
Once again, my heart is so heartbroken. It was left shattered at the same dreadful place, the departure hall. I really really feel the pieces, slowly disintergrate into thin air, as seconds clicked nearer and nearer to depature hall.
It has been a week and a half, since he came back from UK. Everyday, for the week and a half, we had met, in one way or another, I have became very attached to him. After being used to it, for so many days, the departure, made me lost. When he stepped away from my arms, I feel the sharp piercing pain... I can feel it so bad, he is so near yet to far.
Outside, there is this 2 guys leaving, and this kid, I guessed somehow or another, related to them, cried, bad. I heard the cries, I controlled mine, which were threatening to unleash. Then, i turned, I saw a family, 2 sons, the dad and the mom, the dad is leaving, and from behind the departure hall glass, the eldest son, age bout, 9 or 10, weeped silently. The younger brother, keep providing tissue. I cant control anymore, I turned away from the departure hall, even thout he is still in sight from behind the counter.
I know, I will get a tear streaked face if i looked on more, and his parents are there. It wont be a beautiful sight. On the way home, I was very very quiet, 3/4 of the trip, I feel ... lost... I just dont have the mood at all to talk. It is like, the entire me had died, the lights out there, by the road, looked so dim, the greens in the trees and bushes, all looked grey to me. It may sound exaggerating, but i am not. I am not writing tales or novel, I am just writing about... me...
Reaching home, turning on the computer, 1st thing i do, clicked onto his blog, o, new entry. Written from the airport, me being a cry baby, as usual, yes yes, I stormed. Like now, I am in my room, cuddling at a corner writing this entry...
I miss you so much.... nothing ... n i mean nothing can describe how much I miss you...And no amount of chocolate can make me feel happy... no amount...
posted by jace at 6:45 AM
2 Comments:
Hey Girl...
Cheer up.. =)
Hope you are feeling better already..
Thanks.
=)
*wink*
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